Complicated Feel For Today

The girl i like, sent me a message today. Well, we always keep in touch before this. The reason i said suddenly she sent me a message, it's because she told me she already broke off with her boy friend.

At the first few sentence i thought it was some joke or fwd message. After I read finish the whole message, only know that it's about her. I always thought that they are happy together, and i never ask her things about them, because i don't wanna ask such question, and get answers that she's happy with her, though i want her to be happy.

Know her for quite long...8 years? I can't remember. She's from other country, so we used chat through internet and phone. There's few times we talk till the whole day, no idea what have we talk. Been many times plan to visit her, but always end up can't make it. Maybe that's the reason i lost the chance.

I still remember that day she told me, told me she had a boy friend. I am totally quiet, and only listen to what she said. Now think about it, long term relationship is not a easy thing to maintain.

From that day onward, i try to call her less, till rarely talk to her. I want her to forget me, or better to say i want to forget her. I try hard but i can't, so recently we keep in touch again just like old time.

hmm, is it a second chance this time i wonder.

Always stuck in new things......:(

Have you all change your blog into beta yet? i kinda regret now to change into beta without reading any rules and regulation or whatever bla bla bla....all i know now was, i can't post a comment on any of the blog, especially those already does not allow anonymous comments....duh....

why everytime i post a comment they will say the account use does not exist? duh, i use it to sign in....can anyone help the old cousin to solve the problem?